night out..

after moments of silence (well, moments here refer to 2 or 3 months!), we eventually had the chance to hang out together again like the good old times.. it was kinda fun.. u noe, its been a while.. things are different now.. walking down the memory lane, heh.. we used to do lotsa things together, bekfes, lunch, dinner, late supper, movie, karaoke in office, etc.. but then, outta nowhere, we became the subject of envy.. prolly because some people are just plain conservative..?! not getting used to the fact that gurl-and-boys can be good friends.. i don't know.. i was labeled the bitch just because i befriended those guys.. just because i spend most of my times with them.. sigghh.. but it was only me being treated that way.. talk abt discrimination.. shit!

but, as to not make things worst, i gave in.. thats the only way i can keep their mouth shut, by not doing anything that can perhaps stir their emotion.. so, we went our separate ways, we were busy with our own work anyway.. so, it was only after those months, now that we had the chance to sit down together again and had a real conversation.. hmm, and if they found out? i would jovially show them the way to hell.. demm.. i'm so sick of those shallow-minded people..! i'm sick of those people who are super excellent at bad-mouthing others..

i may look like i don't give much damn about what goes around me but that doesnt give anybody the right to have control over my life.. to decide whom shud i befriend with.. to tell me what is right and what is wrong.. fine, i appreciate ur effort.. ur concern wutever fcuk but, there's always a line which u shud not cross.. as in, shud never ever cross.. even if i do make a mistake that cost me my life, it has got nothing to do with people like u.. i have a loving family and close friends to take care of me.. so, leave ur advice, concern and wutever fcuk in ur closet! sorry but yes, i'm very finicky in that department..

i can be the best of friend to u.. i can be the nicest person.. but i can be ur worst enemy too, at the same time.. and as much as i'm capable of making ur life a heaven on earth, i'm also capable of making ur life a living hell.. :)