c'est la vie..

this week has been the most intense emotional rollercoaster of my life..
one minute i felt like on top of the world..
everything seemed to fall into the right place..
i was exultantly elated..
but then, in a blink of an eye..
everything came crashing down..
good things never last..
i was undeniably happy but the next moment i was in bed crying myself to sleep..
i refused to do anything but slept for the whole day..
my life was literally over..
i hadnt even have time to capture the sweetest moment of my life when the shit happened..
i was upset, beyond belief..
no doubt about it..
and i am not ok..
but at least i can pretend that everything is ok..
i can still put up a happy face..
that's life..
u never get what u want anyway..
sighhh..