too many things happened recently..
i was living in hell.. i am, still..!
i just dont know what to do.
never in my life have i thot of such things
of how conservative certain people can be.
ok, perhaps it isnt the right word
but sumthing similar to it..
pardon me, i just cant think straight rite now.


well, despite the effort they were making..
to me, i still prefer to leave things as it is..
y bother bringing up the story that was like a year ago..??
y now?
y not before..?


its not that i dont grow up
but its about my principles..
i dont like backstabbers..
i dont give a damn about that guy for God sake..
he was nothing but merely a fling!
but i hate what she did..
and to just accept her mistake and act like nothing happened?
no way.. it is not that easy..
dun put the blame on me, alone..
at the moment she did that,
have she ever thot about the consequences?
about the fact that we are bloody werking in the same company..?!!
she did not, right..?!
its all about jodoh or so u guys might say..
then live with it..
i can say its about takdir now than i cant be friends with people like her..
easy breezy..
i hate her and i hate her..
even if it means that i'll be kicked out from the office..
i dont bloody care..
there's no way i'll let my paths cross with hers again..
no wayyyy..